I feel to send you this Ritual that I pieced together in the past for what I felt was an effective process in releasing my father from my ovaries and clearing myself of cysts.
What you will need:
Moon Stone for Mother Work (left hand ovary)
Sun Stone for Father Work (right hand ovary)
Full length Mirror, or any other kind of mirror
Elasticated Belt (Organic Fabrics) or lightweight Scarf, or even bandage.
1. Tune into which Ovary feels like unhealthily connected to your Father (right hand side), or your Mother (left hand side).
You can simply ask your body to speak to you, and sure enough you may feel achy sensations in your ovaries. From there you can begin a conversation. And ache for yes and silence for no!
If you are having your monthly cycle - wonderful you can use your blood for extra potency.
2. Create a sacred space, with candles, sage, sound and bring in a Full Length mirror (ideally) or any other kind of mirror.
3. Turn to face the mirror and gaze into your face, calling forward the love, witnessing and support of your ancestors.
4. Turn to look into the Right Eye if you are conducting this work with your Father, left eye for your Mother.
5. Speak Out Loud to your Father/Mother, how you didn't and couldn't show up fully for your Father/Mother. Allow your vulnerability and humility to rise to the surface. Simply declare how you feel may of let your Father/Mother down in all and any ways. Allow all your emotions to rise.
6. Then speak out how you did show up, the ways that you truly loved him/her, believed in him/her, admired him/her, trusted him/her etc.
7. Finally speak out loud how you are going to disconnect now, how from this moment onwards you release him/her. That you are no longer willing for this connection to go on unseen, unspoken or unaddressed. Tel him/her...
You no longer have power over me or the authority to connect to my creative/sexual essence. How you are the only Keeper of your Womb Space.
8. Place your physical hand over your ovary and imagine you have long and supple invisible fingers that are able to penetrate your own body and get into the hooks, tangles, attachments and cords, and simply pull them out by the root. Uproot the attachment from the earth of your being.
9. If you have your own menstrual blood - mark your ovary with a smear of your own blood and place the Sun/Moonstone straight over the top of the blood.
10. Wrap a wide, secure belt, scarf, bandage around your hips/waist to keep the crystal this way for 24 hours.
11. Bless your Father/Mother deep into the eye that represents them, and then say goodbye to your ancestors and thank them for their participation in witnessing your release. Turn AWAY from the mirror .
Your Work Is Done...
ONLY do one Ovary per Ritual. Wait 3 Days before addressing the other one.
About the Author
Anaiya Sophia is an independent mystic of an almost forgotten faith and a teacher of Kundalini Yoga. She carries an Oral Transmission from the Sacred Feminine Mysteries which she weaves into all her gatherings. This mystical tradition is a continuous lineage with the Feminine Principle that throughout the centuries has preserved its spiritual dignity, without need for permission or recognition from any other source. Anaiya breathes the Wisdom of the Feminine Principle into the transformational processes we long for.
She recognizes the need for Initiation, and uses the vast intelligence of her years to orchestrate those Rites of Passage. Her methods carry the hallmarks of a mystic, so unmistakable in today's sugarcoated world of partial truth and placating love. Her ferocious allegiance to direct experience and radical revelation imparts a wisdom that enflames you.
Anaiya is no spiritual lightweight. She has spent the first half of her life soaking up the Christ teachings of the Sacred Heart and Mary Mysteries of the Holy Body. She now turns her attention to Gnosis - the absolute 'in your face' obliterating truth of Direct Connection!
Her realm of transformation lies within the internal conflicts and influences within us that resist the staggering awakening that lies before us. She beckons us towards the Initiatory Rites and powerful processes that ignite the Permission and Power to Speak Up, revealing our divine remembrance in ways that can, and must be lived. She addresses head on the many challenges that stand in our way and the inner alchemy to overcome them.
Her books include:
- Open your Heart with Kundalini Yoga (Harper Collins, 2002)
- Pilgrimage of Love (Lulu, 2011)
- Womb Wisdom (Inner Traditions, 2011)
- Sacred Sexual Union (Inner Traditions, 2013)
- The Rose Knight (Lulu, 2014)
- Sacred Relationships: The Practice of Intimate Erotic Love (Inner Traditions, 2017)
Anaiya lives in the Occitan region of Southern France with her beloved husband Pete Wilson. They operate a Bed & Breakfast where individuals and small groups can come and stay. All their guests leave forever changed.
Anaiya is able to conduct Baptism, Marriage, Divorce and Death Rite Ceremonies.